Disorder

Aleatória

Nada nuevo para contar sólo que estoy aprendiendo español..
Un domingo de reflexión y soledad, vivir en el límite es agotador. Ser borderlaine está acabando conmigo. Por otra parte, ¿quién soy yo?
Imagem aleatória da minha janela e um desenho qualquer que fiz.

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, by Mirella

Munsters, Go home!

"Plot: Herman Munster (Fred Gwynne) and his wife, Lily (Yvonne De Carlo) learn from Cavanaugh Munster's will that they have inherited an English manor known as Munster Hall in Shroudshire, England, and that Herman has inherited the designation Lord of the Manor as "Lord Munster". The family boards the famous American transatlantic passenger ocean liner SS United States (in its last years) to England. Herman gets seasick, Marilyn (Debbie Watson, replacing TV series original player Pat Priest in a controversial move) encounters a new love and suitor Roger Moresby (Robert Pine). Grandpa (Al Lewis) gets turned into a grey wolf upon accidentally consuming a wolf pill. Grandpa has to be sneaked through British immigration and customs."

My favorite Munsters movie! I remember watching as a child and getting extremely excited! I dreamed of a world full of monsters, and everyone was freaks and it comforted me.
From an early age I'm in love with monsters, horror, transylvania, halloween and so I love this movie so much!

I am always in doubt about my favorite family, Addams or Monsters, but the truth is that both make me happy!

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About Suicide and memories

Qual o sentido em dar continuidade a uma existência vazia e miserável? Creio que todos nós temos ferramentas para ter consciência sobre a escuridão que nos cerca, entretanto, apenas alguns de nós escolhem abraçar essa escuridão. Alguns de nós tem a capacidade de enxergar a insignificância da condição humana, mas é importante dizer que, mesmo a dor tem sua própria beleza. Ou seja, é possível enxergar a insignificância humana e a beleza disso, e para alguns isso basta para lidar com a dor.
Entretanto, para outros nada diminui a agonia de continuar vivo e não existe beleza nisso, como continuar existindo após a escuridão e o vazio terem tomado conta de sua alma?
Não me lembro quando a escuridão chegou, pois parece que ela sempre esteve aqui. Uma mente confusa, barulho, palavras desconexas, memórias que não sei se são reais e um desejo de dar um fim a minha agonia.

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Waiting for Halloween

A few months to go by Halloween, however, it's never too early to get into the mood. A hint from a freak child to another freak child!

When I was a kid, I loved horror stories and vampires! Now, adult still like fun stories about vampires! A reading that enchants, has much horror and amuses adults and children! I'm talking about Vampirina Ballerina.

"Oh, to be a ballerina! It's a challenge for any little girl, but even more so if you happen to be a vampire like Vampirina. First of all, you have to find a class that meets at night. Then you have to figure out how to perfect your form when you can't see yourself in the mirror? And then there's wearing pink (not the most flattering of colors if you happen to be undead) and that nagging urge to take a little nip out of the other dancers. And worse of all… STAGE FRIGHT!!!"

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Alone and Cold

Vincent (Tim Burton)

I sit and wait,

Seems as though time has stopped.

I stare once more towards my scarred up wounds, reopening them!

Hoping that it's my time to forever fade away!

I don't belong here, I need to die!

I can't take this waiting anymore!

Once again I sit and wait,

This time with nothin to comfort me!

The blades are dull, the nooses are broken,

There's nothing left for me to grab on!

I am forever alone and... Cold!

Nothing can save me now!

I can't take this waiting anymore [seems as though time has stopped]

I stare once more towards my scarred up wounds [once again I sit and wait],

Reopening them, hoping that it's my time to forever...[this time with nothing to comfort me]

...Fade away!

I don't belong here, [the blades are dull, the nooses are broken!]

I need to die... I can't take this waiting anymore [there's nothing left for me to grab on]

I need to die...

[Once again I sit and wait, there's nothing left for me to grab on]

I need to die...[this time with nothing to comfort me]

Once again I sit and wait [the blades are dull, the nooses are broken

There's nothing left for me to grab onto...]

I need to die...

I don't belong here... I don't belong here...

I am forever alone and cold... Nothing can save me now!

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Disorder

Desordem, falta de coerência, ausência de lógica, desvario, bagunça e uma definição quase que perfeita para mim.
Todo o dia é a mesma bagunça, pensamentos embaralhados, sentimentos que não sei nomear e um vazio crônico. Desordem... Estou uma bagunça e não tem ninguém que possa me ajudar.
Minhas fotografias em sua grande maioria, são em preto e branco, entretanto, isso não tem haver com a questão estética, mas sim com minha dualidade, meu pensamento preto e branco, inflexível, um olhar que denuncia essa grande desordem em minha mente.

"Confusion in her eyes that says it all
She's lost control
And she's clinging to the nearest passer by
She's lost control
And she gave away the secrets of her past
And said I've lost control again
And of a voice that told her when and where to act
She said I've lost control again" (Joy Division)